Random Writing.

Why didn't u call?

I mean.. did i not deserve anymore explanation? don't u think u owed me that?

and what? u think it was easy for me without u?

u thought that every single day wasn't..

a GODDMANN marathon of my life without u?

I was alone, and i had no idea what i was doing!

Just tell me. what u want from me, coz..

I mean, u want me to quit?

is that it?

coz i don't know how we got here.

I don't know what happened

I mean... i had a plan

I had a plan.. but now i don't.

and i have no idea what to do

I don't know what to do. and i just..

all i know is want to stay here.

I just want to stay right here. with u as long as i possibly can.

you're just all that matters.

Ok? you're all that matters to me.

and i'm trying to figure out what the right thing is to do..

and i don't know what that is.

I don't have any freaking idea how to get there.

I just have to say something.

bcz what I'm about to say is..

is probably the most selfish thing i've never said in my life.

u just need to hear it

i love you.

and it's bcz i love u that...

i can't be selfish with u

I don't deserve you :)