Tell me it isn't true, please? tell me I heard wrong. but, its true. I hate myself for it. it was a mistake, it was a mistake, it meant nothing. it meant nothing? God! that almost makes it worse. does it ever mean anything to u? yes. yes it does with u :) how the hell am I supposed to believe that? bcz it's true, and u know i love u :) but, u have no clue, what love is.. u have no idea what it actually means to love another person, bcz when u do, u would rather die.. than hurt them :) I'm sorry, i love u.. i love u.. but u are not love me. yes, u have no idea how much i love u.. but that's something I'm going to have to get over. if u apologise, I'm gonna feel like a jerk for not forgiving u, and then if I do forgive u.. you're just.. just gonna break me heart all over again and I can't handle that, either way, I lose.
I just.. I need... I need to NOTHING you, I need to feel nothing for u, I need to not think about u, I need to not care about u at all. but I don't know how to do that :) u know, u once told me that i had the power to destroy u. it was u, you're the one that destroy people. I wish i'd never met u :)
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